Is life a dream?
When we wake up
In a scream
Or
When you see;
A place inside your self
Mysterious beauty; Queens and Castles
Darkest times in history; wet air
Dank with disease and fright
A royal Queen; a mystery
Dreams become reality
Houses rising from mountains;pools of blue desire
Is this heaven?
Have we arrived?
Is heaven everywhere; in between here and there
In our dreams; our nightmares
When we wake up in a scream
Three a.m. a place and not a time
Frightened awake by my mind;Tranquil peace, purest dreams
Here I am
Here I am free
Here I can see
This is heaven;our nightmares
Our dreams
Inside our heads, we live
Dare to dream; imagine being free
Dare to be free, in there where your darkest fears make silent screams
What could be, if we were evil inside?
A glimpse into things unseen
What happens in our darkest dreams?
Where are we, when we are inside a dream?
Outside our heavens, inside our dreams
The darkest places in our minds, dare to exist
In our dreams
Where we are free
Where heaven exists
Where light and darkness dream
This passage is based on dreams that I have had in the past, concerning my darkest nightmares(some other time), and also concerns dreams of a specific house rising out of a mountain top, that evokes feelings of pure happiness in myself.
I have woken up from the darkest nightmares, feeling that I touched the darkest parts of myself.
This poem also describes some of the feelings that I have, that I have existed in another time.
Also, thoughts of does heaven exist? Is it here? Up above? Or everywhere?
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Beauty is everything
Can you hear the whispering wind through the leaves
Cotton Candy clouds;a clear pristine blue
What is beautiful?
Leaves flutter in the wind like paper
Fragile;their sound a rustling
If you listen you can hear
Beauty makes a sound when the leaves blow;
Silent beauty in breathtaking views
What is beauty?
Where does she come from
Inside of everything; mirrored onto what we can see
Is beauty fragile, or strong
Is she the great white Queen Moon
Vast in the sky; glowing white
Earth, the Universe, above,in between
Queen Woman;strength of a tree
Her leaves fragile, notes of whispers
We are all one thing
Cerulean pools of cotton candy dreams
What is beauty when she is everything
Cotton Candy clouds;a clear pristine blue
What is beautiful?
Leaves flutter in the wind like paper
Fragile;their sound a rustling
If you listen you can hear
Beauty makes a sound when the leaves blow;
Silent beauty in breathtaking views
What is beauty?
Where does she come from
Inside of everything; mirrored onto what we can see
Is beauty fragile, or strong
Is she the great white Queen Moon
Vast in the sky; glowing white
Earth, the Universe, above,in between
Queen Woman;strength of a tree
Her leaves fragile, notes of whispers
We are all one thing
Cerulean pools of cotton candy dreams
What is beauty when she is everything
Happenings
Does anybody want to hear a happy/sad story? This is my life, as of late. I have to say, in some ways it's been a little sad...but on the other hand; the sad events make me a little bit glad.
On May 5th I was fired from my job. I spent five years excelling. I gave them a sandwich to put on the menu(Veganini Panini). I gave them there crab cakes. I gave them my all. I was there, I was punctual. I was planning on leaving.
They have too much gossip, they have too much drama, which apparently overrides business practice.
In my opinion, they don't really know how to run a business.
It doesn't matter how it went down, it just did.
I lost/they lost when they lost me.
They lost when they lost sight of what makes a business successful.
I am going ( have already) moved on to " bigger" and " better " things, literally. They lost my faith, they lost my business and they lost my heart. I think my nine year old step son said it best, " I'm sorry Farra, I know how much you loved the Good Egg" Out of the mouth of a child the truth speaks. I did love the Good Egg. I have not lost faith in myself though. I know that I am an exceptional person, an exceptional worker and have contributed much over the years to them. So why was I treated no better than a scraping off the bottom of a tennis shoe? What is going on in AMERICA when hardworking, honest people are let go?
Thank you for the experience Good Egg, and Fuck you very much.
Onto the Happy.
I was already going through the interview process when I got fired.
The interview process at Ebay/Paypal.
When I say "bigger", I mean it
When I say " better " I mean it.
I wish that I wasn't treated like an expendable piece of trash.
But at least I have my drive, experience and back ground to push me UP
Instead of down
In my opinion, Ebay is lucky to have me, and I am lucky to have them.
On May 5th I was fired from my job. I spent five years excelling. I gave them a sandwich to put on the menu(Veganini Panini). I gave them there crab cakes. I gave them my all. I was there, I was punctual. I was planning on leaving.
They have too much gossip, they have too much drama, which apparently overrides business practice.
In my opinion, they don't really know how to run a business.
It doesn't matter how it went down, it just did.
I lost/they lost when they lost me.
They lost when they lost sight of what makes a business successful.
I am going ( have already) moved on to " bigger" and " better " things, literally. They lost my faith, they lost my business and they lost my heart. I think my nine year old step son said it best, " I'm sorry Farra, I know how much you loved the Good Egg" Out of the mouth of a child the truth speaks. I did love the Good Egg. I have not lost faith in myself though. I know that I am an exceptional person, an exceptional worker and have contributed much over the years to them. So why was I treated no better than a scraping off the bottom of a tennis shoe? What is going on in AMERICA when hardworking, honest people are let go?
Thank you for the experience Good Egg, and Fuck you very much.
Onto the Happy.
I was already going through the interview process when I got fired.
The interview process at Ebay/Paypal.
When I say "bigger", I mean it
When I say " better " I mean it.
I wish that I wasn't treated like an expendable piece of trash.
But at least I have my drive, experience and back ground to push me UP
Instead of down
In my opinion, Ebay is lucky to have me, and I am lucky to have them.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Love Complete
In myself I see me
When I looked
In him I saw myself
In his he was me
From the start
Love found itself
Itself it found
When it did look
When it did seek
Inside Love complete
Inside Love me
Me love him.
Him love me.
Simple Complete
Himself/Me
Me/Himself
Strangely alike
Alike
We know
Inside and Where
In himself
He sees me
Love reflected
Love stares back
In me
What we want
Both
Inside
The likeliness of each
Seen through
Each other's
Eyes
In our love
I am whole
Whole as One
Whole as Me
Whole as One
Whole is he
Within our love
Being each One
One Self
We are
We are We
In this Life
In this dream
In what each of us saw in Love
In what each of us saw in Each other
In this Love we are Free
We are each other
We are we
Making it True
Making it complete
When I looked
In him I saw myself
In his he was me
From the start
Love found itself
Itself it found
When it did look
When it did seek
Inside Love complete
Inside Love me
Me love him.
Him love me.
Simple Complete
Himself/Me
Me/Himself
Strangely alike
Alike
We know
Inside and Where
In himself
He sees me
Love reflected
Love stares back
In me
What we want
Both
Inside
The likeliness of each
Seen through
Each other's
Eyes
In our love
I am whole
Whole as One
Whole as Me
Whole as One
Whole is he
Within our love
Being each One
One Self
We are
We are We
In this Life
In this dream
In what each of us saw in Love
In what each of us saw in Each other
In this Love we are Free
We are each other
We are we
Making it True
Making it complete
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