Tuesday, February 12, 2013

WORLD

I have the whole world
In my hands
I have love
All I have ever given
Back to me
I return

Again and Again
Circles keep spinning
In turn
In infinity
In destiny's path
We sit
We wait
We dream
We love
We find what we put out
It seems
Character takes a turn
Beauty found in return
Inside and Out
Finding more
I find
Happens every moment
Choosing to be grateful
To be happy
To take back myself
The piece that was lost
To the one that I had given
I want her back
That me
Once upon a time
When she wasn't scared
Wasn't scared to love forever
I gave and I gave and I gave
Until there was only a shell
A vessel
To fill with light of sun
Of love
Of dreams fulfilled
All my emptiness is full
Is filled
My happy ending came
When my circle turned
Clicked
A story ended
A story began
One ending happened
Another began
Where I am
Who I love
My life is a vessel
I fill
With my soul
All the love I have
All the love I give



















Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Dreams I see

In the World
Of my dreams
I walk along a path
From a different time
I see me, feel the ground beneath my feet
As real as Earth, is here
Here, and in Sleep
Feels the same sometimes, for me
On a path, in a House
Or in the sky
A sky as blue and as real
As the sky up above, what I call Here
Without any wings, the air carrying me, high above
My reality, is it real?
I have felt it, and I have seen
Are these memories?
Of another time, when I wasn't even me?
Another time, another place
A black hole of times, of place
They exist one inside of another
Inside
Of me, Who I am
Who am I ?
The question, inside of the dream
All that I know is inside of me
Of realities
That exist within one another
Me and Here, and Me and There
A house can be a maze, of rooms
Of time, of different places
One inside a little door, underneath
Another world, a layer

My dreams are as old as me
As I can remember dreaming
Or remembering a memory
This place I hold inside my mind, is as real to me
As can be
I may have been a Queen, I think
My memories in dreams, haunting me
When I think of what I was, what I am
What will come to be?
When I fly like a bird, no clouds around
No trees
Blue a vast space
I fly above, higher and higher I rise
I am a bird, I go with the wind
I fly in the Heaven of my dreams
Unseen to all but me
A place in my world, is all but here
Vividly I remember, each detail
Each feeling each moment, it seems
How it feels to remember, the time
The road, or the sky, or the houses
The feeling is real, of the time
The houses
In this time, in this scheme
Far away, another time 
Castles haunt again and again
Winding hallways and mazes 
In my mind they are real, as I revisit them
Again and again and again and again
Always different and always the same
Am I in a dream?
As time unravels, I can feel the dream
In my world awakened, unraveling
Unwinding in my reality, Here
A castle, beauty, eyes as blue as the sky
That I fly in high above the trees
In my dreams
Driving on a road, of dirt and rocks
Trees with leaves, colored with fall
Leaves on the ground, that had fallen
That fell
I let the road take me, I remember
The beauty, the drive
Of that day, when I dreamt it
Vague but clear, it changed my life
Yet, I was small
When I was there, when I took that drive
Why do I remember? Why?