Saturday, November 17, 2012

FerretDog

(Kinder and gentler, to me
Please let me go, Let me be Me
Let me Be Free, Chains of self doubt
Leave, let me Be
To myself, and in turn everyone
How do I break Free? From chains that bind me?
Openess, yes I say this
LET ME BE FREE
Whay can't I be tallar
Blondar? Someone please, tell me
That whore is tall, she's beautiful
Look at me
I took my head, and shook it up
(A murky swamp of fucked up shit)
Now it glows of ice, I cleaned the lake
(Uncovered shit)
Icy pond glows clear, see the murky
(Atmosphere)
How hard can it be, to love Yourself
Mine and Me
Please get along for once
My Brain to My Heart
Vice Versa
The One said to the Other
One could Think and one could Feel
One could see the Pain
The other could Feel
One could light the eyes
The other turns ashes to light
When love returns to light the light of Life
Into It
Can we get along without struggle
Siamese twins, Loving each other and Loathing the same
The same is what we are but different we Appear
And the differences the same
One Mirror
One Mirror
One reflection
One fear
Looks to Voice to Eyes To hart to brain
The same goes on and one
One to another
Friends and Enemies
Think and Feel
Both alike
Both the Same
Only one Thinks and One Feels
Memory different
Yet, the same
One said to the other
I will take the blonde one; Thank you and Please
I will take the little boy, Andrew
He's mine for Now
I love him, I love him, I love him
A doll
A man
A name, the same
Only Madison would really know
Ask her and she'll tell you
She's the one in the Snow
Her and Ariel, Playing in the mud
The desert toy, for Mermaids
Child imagination, Pure Gold
In the Earth thay played, hay
And as adults, thay think
Am I good enough Man?
Reproach me they said
Yes the love the same
The light of the world
Is enough to light your way
It loves Us all
You know
So let it go
Let it all go
It loves everyone
I know this now though
The weight gone
Lightened with Thanks
Madison will have the same, Thank ya
And Please
We are all good enough
For ourselves to be
Whoever we want
With this
I am set free
Accept change, let it be
Open your heart to all in laughter, compassion
Vitality
That was mentioned once to me
An earthreal Mermaid, A queen
Another friend of Mine, Sleep
Vitality and Beauty, all that is Good
All that is white, can I have some of your light love
It's white light love, envelopes me(JL)
To me she is beauty, Perfect
A Queen
What about Blue Madison?
I am Pink
You are Blue
Gynastic suits, Aura's of long ago truth
Shines with the light of Pink and of Blue
Babies, One for Me
Babies, One for you
One will be light and one will be dark
Reverse Fiction For Truth
Imagination How Far will I take you?
Her light is blue, and logic truth
Madison
She doesn't know it yet, but she shines
Snow on Christmas Day, Words you don't forget
And now she knows, how white snow shines with blue
Is inside of her, and shines out
And the other is Pink, Love True
(For Andrew)
And in the light and in the mud and in the snow
They played in the sand, the mud and the snow
Another world alive, in each one's mind's
An ocean or a world from some other time
And in eachothers minds, the same
Dual  the same eye's looked, remembered
The same-The same
For life, together they stand
Only they know, little friends
How deep the Roots, The Roots of Her
They go
Her and Her, They are twins, you know
One blonde and One brown
The same but differant, you know
As they change, as they grow
Still the same, still different as well
Memories don't change, Love remains the same
The grass, borrowed from another youth
Do you remember?
I know you do?
She says with a song, a feeling
With truth, without truth
Love cannot shine thru, cannot break the night
With lightning, stuck in time
Ask one and the other will tell you as well
The same truths, a little different
For eyes see, hearts feel, we all think
A lal' differantly
But it happens, makes us each us
At the end of the day, that's all that matters
And did you pray?
That's just me, how I say things
But this about you, this is about us
This is about we, let's all laugh
At what we say, whan we crazy
Some other time that mattered, before
Wait
Look around, be grateful
Another said, she's brown
Everything and all a Mother Goddess, herself(MR)
A miracle of Life, innocence reincarnate
Her Strength, Her Honesty, Truth
Caramel, something sweet
She loves, she remembers
Mermaids are here, Just right now
They came, they went
Cast a spell of sirens, Beauty calling out
If you look away, a storm might pass
The Mermaids seen it, they seen it
Look Notes on Leaves made of Thought
Child's imagination, rings with Pure Truth
Who live among us, these sirens
Who create beauty, but these creatures
Tell me
Not the Men, thar something else
Masculinity not akin to delicate beauty
A moment in time, makes a lifetime
To cast aside beauty is a shame, for he doesn't realize
Her light shines, shines and shines
The way light on an Aquamarine plays
The light, glittering
Blue
In beauty, casting out to sea
Fish live amongst you
Blue and Pink, White and Brown
Night cast on water, of the sea
Deep green, glittering
Mean as Ink
Eye of the Storm, the Waves come
They don't wait, and in the grass they played
Than there thay are
There thay are
Playing in sand and Mud and Clouds and Snow
Heavens eyes, Aquamarine and Pink
























Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Blue unseen Inside

Blank waters, deep with Tide 
Endless blue, floating openly
No way in particular, a place 
Under the sea, of hopes
Thoughts and Dreams
Up and up above, the endless
The unseen
Side to side, floating under the 
TIDE OF DREAMS
THE EMPTY OPEN UNSEEN
OF MY CONSCIENCE
MEDITATIONS
THOUGHTS AND DREAMS
LET ME BE 
LET ME BE ME
LET ME BE ME
STILL BE FREE
STILL BE BLUE
STILL BE UNSEEN
FLOATING BLUE
MY THOUGHTS ARE FREE
EVERYWHERE 
ANYWHERE
BLUE WATERS with any ANY POSSIBILITY
ALL THE GOOD(and with it the bad)
ALL THE BAD(and with it the good)
"DON'T MOVE THE ROCKS
TO CHANGE THE TIDE
CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT THE TIDE"
I SEE
I SEE THIS PLACE
OPEN TO POSSIBILITY
IN THAT PLACE WE SWIM FREE
NO WHERE TO GO
THE REFLECTION OF ME
THE REFLECTION OF ALL
The water and the earth a reflection, of one
ONE, and all
COMPLETE AND PERFECT
THE WAY I AM, the way we all are
THE WAY I CHOOSE TO BE, is all I am 
Not that it matters, here or in another infinity
Dreams unseen, endless unseen
Endless universe, unknown unseen
DON'T LOOK FORWARD 
DON'T LOOK BACK 
A REFLECTION OF ME, waters in my mind
I SEE, myself there in that lovely endless open water
Free of all that touches here, and touching it still
LIES here 
ONE
THE ONE I SEE
Seated below 
Lotus flower 
Is me
Tiny, and free
of thoughts that direct me
That's the only way I know how to say it
The only way I know
To be me
To sit free
Is to find a place to heal
Inside my mind
Outside of the past 
People
Insults 
Myself 
Ideas inside of me
Regrets
Thoughts lining up 
Thoughts waiting
To take a place in my mind
Aside from where I want it to be
Inside that sea; the vision
The reflection I see
Inside 
My mind 
My heart connected
That sea



Friday, November 2, 2012

TRUTHS

When we are thrown asunder
The we I say, Means I
Life as I know it, my time here spent
Each day, I have know; as I know it
Realizing we are a fragile shell,
Life means as much to a bird, not yet born
See the parents mourn the loss, think of the link
A parent and the unborn
The life that results, from a fragile mind
The analogy to me, is clear
A fragile life, is a fragile life
When it shatters, the mourn is still loss
Still a sadness that one feels, to lose
To have a loss
What matters is what we choose to hold, to let
Go
To let the truth unfold, as truth
To see our inner soul, as real
What we really are, what we really feel
It's hard sometimes, dark sometimes
I find, as those inner truths are told
Not always there, but it grows and breeds
Love exists everywhere, for everyone
What we sink in, is what one finds
I hold this true for everyone, I know
So it's there, that truth
We are all ugly and dirty
In some ways, face it
It hurts.
Now move on
The love in front of you
Imagine it
The love we see in front of us
Our Self, Our One
Who we are, the person
We are the love we feel all round