Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Changes

This year I have made a lot of changes for myself...all good ones. For starters I quit smoking.I did not even give it a day...couldn't tell you the day I quit It has been like two months. I feel good about this-the cigarettes needed to go..they were stressing me out. Will I get cancer? AM I going to look older than my friends that are the same age and don't smoke? Blahblah blah plus they were expensive.SO I gave myself a $$Raise$$ and quit. Leading to another healthy decision...I don't want to gain weight when I quit so I have made it a point to work out 5 days a week since.I look f#*`*ing good.MMMKKAY...The better I feel I start to look the more time I want to invest. Not obsession,but yeah I want to wear my jeans. SO the working out has led to another healthy habit, you work out you eat what you want you maintain, you tighten up...but you want your ass( well I want my ass) to look smoking ( because I am not smoking) in jeans so I started eating healthy. I feel good lately folks. OH..and I am getting braces..now that I have a couple extra bucks$$ to fix my gap teeth. Not that I have ever felt that they were a huge problem, but well, one of my regular customers( who incidently is a famous orthodontist and author) is footing most of the bill for me. Well- that was a deal that I couldn't pass up. I feel like EVERYTHING is on a major upswing for me right now. OHOHHOHOOH I also found the perfect perfect perfect condo for Geoffrey and I to live in in MARCH!! When we move back in together.....Honestly, It Scares ME...When everything is UP there is only one place to go. DOWN.I am just going to enjoy this upswing for right now though. I will deal with DOWN when it comes.