Some self Stuff

Charged up
Ready to blow
I had a prayer
To be okay
To feel happy with me
That I was enough
Good enough
For happiness
To fully
Reside inside
ME
I talk like this
Thought to verse
It helps me to purge
Then and Now
Flow out
To suggest a feeling inside
That is raw
Unrehearsed
Something I learned
As of Late
If a path has heart
It's good
Period
End of Verse
In Exploration
Of Self
I learned
When it comes down to it
We are who we are
We are who we choose to be
There is only one self
For each of us
Different
That's who we are
End of story
Now different
I know
I am ONE
The one is me
There is no other self
I'm responsible for each day
I can face the ugliness inside of me
Know what it looks like
Know what it is
The ugliest ugly is only as ugly
As we can imagine
Until you look it in the eye
Until you dissect it
Fear is nothing
If you look at it
Like that
The worst of the worst
Is only as bad as you make it
Fear
Is nothing
When you say it out loud
Into the silence
Inside your head
Anger is nothing
When you say it into the silence
Inside your head
I changed that up inside my head
Period
End
Of
Verse
When we pray
I learned this along the way
Road to self
Continues on
Drives
Flies sometimes
Changes
Who we are
Sometimes
I think of stuff
Like this
Or that
To touch myself
Know who I am
Deep inside
What is right for me
Brings Peace
To my Life
Also to Laugh
The latter is
Funny, that
Period
End of verse
It's me
Funny that
We can be who we are
Or not
It's up to us
To allow
That
To happen
Or not
Or to apologize to Self
Later on

Beautiful Day, Forgiveness and Thanks

To stop to, to wait
To take some time, for myself to contemplate
The end of the day, the light shining lines
Into the room, heavens' bright light shining through
Into the room, by way of the window
Into my soul, by way of God's fine grace
Take a second to pray, take a second to Thank
The light and the love, the warm shades of light
The day rises, the day fades
Opens your eyes, if you look
Shows you kindness, and answers, in unexpected ways
Answers your questions, if you open your heart
If you mean what you say, if you take a moment
To think, to thank
Wake with the Sun, take second to think
What's been taught, what we know
From a Mother, from a Father
A moment, things go wrong
Make it right with US, who we are
United Humanity stands, under one Sun
Human race, as fragile as time
We have right now, we have today
Let's face the sun, Let's pray
To that light, to that Love from above

Passed

This is where I go
To be free
Thoughts like birds
That fly away
Watching them
For a spell
In the sunshine
How they play
Jumping  around
In puddles of water
From the morning dew
Drying in the morning sun
It's beautiful
The sun streaming through the trees
Never cliche, always beautiful
For with each morning that comes
Brings with it a different day
Sitting in the morning sun
Watching birds
This is love
Moments like this
Grab onto
Hold on
For a moment, to a moment
Be in the moment
Enough to recognize it
For what it is
Love
A second to reflect
On the beauty we have been given
People go away, in many ways
Sometimes we don't get to say
I love you and goodbye
Paces fast through life
People we love
Aren't always forever
We don't always get that chance
To watch the birds
Playing in the sun
We don't always get the chance
To say good-bye


This is a really close to my heart.
Sometimes we don't get the chance to say good-bye, whether is is to death or the time we are meant to spend with a person ends. Cherish life. Cherish the people in your life. Cherish the beauty.

Gray is the color of Grace

Bubbles of thought float away
Streams of gray, clouds of smoke
Surrounding them, protective strokes
Thinking thoughts, dreaming
One in Color, one in Grey
Two girls, once had this discussion
Once talked on this subject
What color are your dreams?
Mine are in color, Mine are in Black and Grey
Colors remembers this, it happened
Memory encased, a house of glass
Floating on smoke, that dissipates
Into the atmosphere, Grey
House of Matter,generates our Minds
Grey
Color
a Cat
a dream state
Grace
Color
a name
a dream state
a cat
Comparisons to me, my thoughts streams of grey
Of smoke, of time
A memory, a thought from long ago
Floated to me, on a bubble
Came from a place in the back of my mind
Floated forward, and I grabbed it like a balloon
An orbit of glass, encased in smoke