A simple Dream

So tired
Sleep
A dream
A delicacy
Each hour Spent
Fetal
Alone in my mind
Rejuvenate
My thoughts
Recharge my brain
A different place
Each person
From before
Now
Anew
In my own mind

PLEASE

Inside my mind
The little things to do...to listen to...file away, to help me quit. Quit for good. If this is the hardest thing I ever have to do, I am blessed. If so, than why is it so hard?
Putting something "foul" in my body, should be incentive enough, you would think?
Taking my beauty-my vain pride. I feed my mind with these things. The things that don't matter much now,but will later. HINDSIGHT.
Each day, these thoughts in my mind grow stronger, slowly squeezing out the desire.
I take each piece of advice. Each admonition, I listen to. I file it away. The little things all add up.
I am feeding on my own inner strength, and the strength I feel and hear in the prayers of others that love me.
Substituting one thing for the other, until there is no room in my day, because other things have become so much more important to DO.
Like falling in love. Before you know it, that being has become such a central force in your mind..heart that you KNOW
Back to the task at hand.
HAND IN HAND
I gave myself permission to EAT
How sad that a habit has, among all the other horrible things it has done to me and my health, taken my ability to function as I naturally would AWAY?
To be able to do this, would make me proud. I would be thankful for the strength to be able to do this.
AMEN