DOTS

When you fall
You stand
Or stay down at the bottom
Economically speaking
And Such
Or Love
Whatever
Everything has a beginning
and an end.
Connect the dots
To changes
To think
To dream
To move
Away from what isn't what you really want
That's fast
A quick drop of that thought
But inside
My Mind
I got the point across
What you desire
Outside
The
Box
You have to go there
Get out
Open up the door
Walk outside
That thing
A cube
A box
The third power
Math
A quantity
a.a.a
A lot of meaning
Density
That word
HMMMMM
Think
What could that mean
All I'm saying is this
Keep High
Not low
Touch the sky
Fly
Dream it up
Carry out


What does that mean
Look
Find
Out
Don't be shy
Don't eschew
Embrace the wind
Embrace
YOUR
MIND
That blows
That moves
Connects the thoughts
Sucks them up
Like Such
Doesn't make sense
Think harder
Listen underneath
To
The
Beat
Can't move forward
Don't reverse
Stuck in the Past
Doesn't work
Moving Forward
Steady pace
In the moment
Slow
To savor
Each moment
Each Second
Each Gaze
As you caress my Face
Your eyes
Turquoise
Up close
Sky blue
Periwinkle
In sunlight
Drenched in emotion
Wet
Yes
Went there
No surprise
I climb
I jump
I take the stairs
Waiting to leap
To Start
TO where?
Who cares
Can't get stagnant
I don't like that pace
Want to see
Want to savor
Touch each thought
Sound
Taste
YUM
Sorry I take passion
You take offense
I'll apologize
I'll say it's my fault
Bend
Acquiesce
Got stuck right there
But it's TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH
That we are searching for
As long as it is honest
As long as it is true
I can't drop that thought
I feel passion
I know you feel it too
Straightforward
Passionate
These things I have been called
We can't be sorry for who we are
So change
To be the person
That doesn't apologize
For
WHO
THEY
ARE

Say What

I am realizing things-things being my own awareness of who I am
Who others am.
What I can and cannot control
Myself and others
Namely
What they think
What they feel
What they do
Why they do it
A lot of it is speculation, on my part
On their part
To sit there, here, in my mind and focus on these things for any length of time is completely fruitless. will produce bad fruit
Rotten fruit will Rot the whole bunch
ETC
Some people are born bad...bad seeds...I don't believe this. I think people influence people without even knowing or trying. Parents do it to there kids. Stuff happens in a persons life that makes them who they are.Circumstances beyond their control. A small act can influence the rest of a persons way of thinking for the rest of their life. There is no way of knowing how a person will walk away from a situation and the way they are going to think about it or handle it, possibly affecting who they are as a person. Everyone- could think back on their life, probably name an event that scared(scarred) them/excited them/made them happier than they could ever remember being and be able to say,"this is how ___________ situation made me feel"
We have NO CONTROL over these instances. They are a result of other people's actions. Imperfect Humans. We only have control over our own actions, and then only to an extent, assuming that we have perfect control over our emotions at all times and are willing to hold them in check. Also known as buddah, or a serial killer psychopath.
These moments happen every second of our life. We can opt to do whatever we want with each day. Each hour and each minute. What we make of our days is exactly what we choose to make it.
We can hold grudges, be angry, be bitter, be sad, be manipulative, be caring, be honest, be a liar, hate, love, laugh, feel sorry for yourself, for other people, blame others, take responsibility, be stuck in a rut, get out of it, set goals, sit back- relax and do nothing, take care of our health or not. Whatever.WE want to do, it will have an effect on LIFE.

Air

These dreams
Unseen
People
Become
Smoke
Disappear
I fear
I am
I know
Not me
But who?
Am I?
I want to know
Drift
Aimless
It's not
What I thought
I don't know
It seems true
Look around
Somewhere
Where are you?
I try
To forget
To Drive Fast
Past that place
That I left
That home
That dream
That smoke
That hole
That face
Your laugh
Just different
Enough
For me to know
To notice
The difference
The love
That takes
Is it worth
The pace
The days
The months
The hurt that
Might take place
Is it worth
The work
The sacrifice
The dream
That house
The yellow one
Unseen
So aimless
Like smoke
That won't dissipate
Or do we wait
I don't know
So scared
The smoke won't clear
Won't form
Dissolve into life's
Atmosphere
Is that where you are?
I fear
Have you abandoned all hope?
Treading water
Shall I grab the rope?
Choppy water
Once was so calm
A breeze
enough to stir
To rock
The ship
The calm
The sphere
The world
It shook
Me loose
Now
I
am
air

Asymmetry

To sit
To wait
To think
Contemplate
I like to wait
To say
What I mean
What you say
When you pray
Do you edit?
Who knows
SO many ways
For this to go
TO jump from thought
TO thought so quick
Like a frog
Who sits
Who waits
Ribbits
Asymmetry
Can't wait to figure
To find
What it means
Equation
BETTER/WORSE
I think not
It is what you make it
Each day
Second
Each hour
That passes
We choose
Wait
Have thought
OR not
Brambles
Of branches
Of torn splinters
Masses
Of tumbleweeds
Each Root
Vein on a leaf
A pattern emerging
A drip
Each spatters off
I listen inside
I wait
Thinking
Way underneath
The flesh
The bone
The heart
Your throne
Only I know
What it really means
These thoughts
This soul
I think I believe
The soil
we till
each day
we dare to live
to love
to take the chance
say YES
I did
Where it's all buried
I want to unearth
I want to churn up
I want to smell
Wet earth
Go back under
I say to myself
I say to myself
The past matters nothing
Holds no weight
Only cobwebs
Ghosts
Dust
Days
Dusty blazed trails
Yes.

A time when sweet love
Turns to dust
Of youth
On a road
A kiss
The sun going down
Behind the mountain
This vault
Holds time
Holds scent
Holds emotions strong enough to remember
How do we let it all go
Time
Takes
Time heals all wounds
Yes.
But leaves the way the day looks
Tastes
Sounds
For all of you
All for you