Repetitions

We are all a part of something else
Our thoughts
Our memories
Our dreams
Fears
Insecurities
Each individual
Each unique
We share a moment
A day
A picture
A smile
A night of sleep
A meal
A joke
But really each interpretation
Is exclusive to you
To me
Nobody shares everything
No one thought is the same
No fear
Alike
We all have a past
We all have bags
We carry around
Situations with others
That have created our own unique make up
Nobody can say for sure
Everyone can offer an opinion
But ultimately
The choices that we make
Each day
That affect us
That ultimately affect the lives of others
Intertwined with us have the ability
The capacity
To change our life
We cannot control what others do
Only our own choices guide us
Sometimes
Unfortunately
The choices of others lead us down a path
Against our will
Who is to say that these choices
Are right or wrong?
Everything happens for a reason
Is it fate that guides emotions
IS it the stars
The universe
The ocean current
GOD
Nobody knows for sure
All I do know is this
Take my time
Think things through
Make decisions
" "
or
" "
right
wrong
There is no difference
The love we put out
Is returned
One who loves
Others
Will always find LOVE
One who selfishly loves
Finds selfish love
What we give
Is what is returned
No exchanges
On situations
Each day
We face new
Different from the rest

Listening

Singed ashes fell
Around my soul
My face Fell
In form
Dark eyes
No light
No faith
HERETIC
Anger burned
Hot
Rage
Consuming ME
The way I used to be
Now it's here
The moment came
The pain
Oh
Did it fade
Little teeny
Tiny
Miniscule
Vibrations
Strum at me
Only I can hear
The itsy bitsy
Insight
Wisdoms
TRUTH
Inside
Bestows
Two doors
One Mind
One heart
YOU KNOW MY REFERENCE
BOTH HEART
Bleeding
Stopped
Scabbed over hurt
Deep scar
LEARNING FROM IT GREW
One that shows
In daily life
Happiness
Glows
NOW
THE HERE
THE MOMENT
ONE
So WHY confusion
No reason
No rhyme
IN THIS JUMBLED MIND
An old solidity
IN COMFORT
OR FEAR OF HURT
MISTRUST
LIES
FACES
LOOK ME IN THE EYE
Or new
Sweet Love
Not burned
Not gray
Framed
By memories
A quick frame
A click
A day
Light
Fire
Soft glow
Of your face at Night

Flying

I have had a recurring dream since I was a child, that I am floating.
It is always in the backyard of my parents house, always windy.
I run a little and then just glide up into the air. I don't have to flap my arms, I just float. Sometimes I let the wind take me high into the air, so high that I become scared. Other times, like today (nap time) I only allow myself to float to the tops of the trees. I don't know what it means. If it means anything at all, but whenever I experience this dream, I wake with a sense that I have just done something enjoyable, and special. The vividness of the wind taking me high up into the clouds the sky is so great that I actually feel as if I have really flown.

Good Night

Extremely
Eccentric
No waste
OF mind
Takes time
Takes thought
Takes flight
Each night
Sleep comes
Close
To finishing
Thoughts unsaid
Repaid
What's Lost
Can't find
Don't Mind
The shine
Comes close
Each time
Inside my head
Thoughts close around
Wraps
Itself
Around my head
True
Close
Silent
Ghost
When it becomes too much
Close my eyes
Tight
Shut
Dream of Breeze
Warm and Rocking
Back and forth
Focus
Frothing
Waves
That crash
Took that back
My mind
My place
That day
Your Face

WAY

Calm is the face of change
Nothing but the air
Swaying
Back and forth
Secure
In the Notion
That TIME
Draws near
Love
A revolution
I hear whispers
Of Love everywhere
Serenity
Change
Gently Blew away the Leaves
Of hatred
Blew the flames
The shame
The mistakes
We make
Away
Blew away the Fear
Kept tossing light
Heat
Warmth
Feels so much better
Than the flames
That burned
That hurt
Charred Hearts
Left nothing
But compromise
Now it's clear
Cliche
Blue eyes
Blue skies
On a breezy day
No more Fear
Feels too good
This blanket
Of change
A peach
On a hot summer day
See the beauty
Embrace this WAY

Whaaaat

Thinking about beeing
Seeing
Freeing your mind
Sharing what
Well everrything
Whyyy not
Right
What goes on in my head
Only I know
Each thought
Comma
Blankkkkk sometimes
THan what
See what I mean
Just let it go
Feel it Grow
Thoughts inside
Fill up my mind
What happens next
I always want to know
Never do
What about you
Nooobody does
Makes life so fun
Can't wait to see
What each day
Lazy leafs
Change of Seasons
What does it bring
Used to be the same
Black Black Black
Not life
It shits
It smiles
It laughs
Do you get what I'm screaming
Inside
Outside
Probably not
Can't figure it out
What
Why not
It's mine
It's mine alone
My thoughts
Where they go
So laugh it up
Crazy I know
So much love
So right
SO NEW

???

Sometimes my head runs away
Too many questions?
I ask myself
Too many ways to be
Who am I?
What's my definition
Look me up
You can't find shit
What's inside
Not yet defined
Mabey when
I'm OLD and Gray
Probably won't make it that far
A bleak thought
A gray day
Close your eyes
Turn off the lights
Keep on dreaming
Keep what you want in sight
What is that
Questioning?
Asking myself
What others have???
Or what I already have????
Something beautiful
Can't that be enough?
Can't I just be happy?
Can't I say enough?
STOP
Ask too many
Put them in a box
They won't fit
Overflow
Keep on tipping
Keep up the flow
Everything should happen
Just as I wish
But would I be happy then?
Or would I keep saying this?
Just be nice
Don't hold back
Let it all out
Try
Just Try
Relax
The little things
Why aren't they enough?
What ever is?
This empty dish
Change keeps coming
We are all unaware
Stop trying
To guess
Just be aware
Keep my head held high
I know there is digninty
Grace
Strength
Undeneath this insanity
One day I will find
Will really know