Who you choose to be

Wake up and realize
This
It doesn't happen
Changes in your mind
Happen gradually
Insight comes
Not like a light
A series of thoughts
Come together
Weave a tapestry
Realizing
Each and every way
That we are
Is who we choose to be
Don't blame mom
Circumstance
A lover who did damage
Only you know who you really are
Who you want to be
A conscience effort not to be
What truly matters
Is inside
Who you choose to be

Rubble

Sometimes life fulfilles your dreams
You didn't know you had
It taps you on the shoulder
It's okay
Gives you what you didn't ask for
But wanted anyway
Turn around and look around
Sometimes things seem blind
But really they can see
Just weren't looking hard enough
For reality
Takes a stronger person
To admit when they are wrong
Only then we learn
From our mistakes
From our storms
Made in anger
Taking everything in it's path
Leaving rubble
Nothing left
For the ones who
Projected it

Anger

Crazy Rage today
I thought it had gone away
Just laying in wait
For my thoughts to overtake
The feeling of hate
Never disipates
Just hibernates

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder if I am wondering too much...about nothing.

Chance

Cherish your friends and the time you have with them on this earth.
We get one chance to spend time with the people we love
Don't waste it.
Don't leave the day to chance
Chance that they might be taken away
Embrace the day
Don't let another evening fade with thoughts of them on your mind, because you never know when it will be too late to let them know how you feel, how you care.

Random Thoughts

All of the answers to life's questions that you may have lie within you, if you only ask yourself the right questions.
Everybody thinks differently
Different thoughts at different times, different takes on different situations.Two People may experience the same moment, the same situation, and will walk away with two different viewpoints on how the situation occured, or what feelings may occur from the situation.
We find love and kindred spirits within each other when you meet someone who shares a similar view point or take on a situation.
This is reality.
Perception is reality.We are all just looking to share the same perception with somebody.
You may confide in a friend, who has a different opinion on a matter. They may share that opinion and you may respect their opinion but choose to disagree. But True frienship occurs when you do share, without with holding, without fear of "losing" the friendship or relationship.
Be true to yourself. Be true to others. Share and be honest with your feelings. Love.

TOO LATE

SHOULDN'T HAVE OPENED THE DOOR
HIT THE FLOOR
BULLETTS FLYING
PAST YOUR FACE
PAST YOUR EAR
PAST YOUR HEART
FAILED TO LOOK
FAILED TO HEAR
FAILED TO CARE
NOW HIT THE FLOOR
SHOULDN'T HAVE OPENED THE DOOR
FIRE COMES AT YOU BURNING HOT
BLACKENED
SOOT
BURNED UP MY HEART
TOO LATE
NOW IT'S ASH
FELL TO THE FLOOR
SHOULDN'T HAVE OPENED THE DOOR

Burn

Feel the flow
Let it go
Crank it up
Turn off my thoughts
Feel the burn
Strength inside
Strong outside
Feel the pulse
Look around
Synchronize
Sweat drips down
Cannot see
Don't let go
One more time
Feel the blood
Rushing through
Heartrate up
Tingles
Toxins gone
Stress dissapears
Wait
Patiently
Let it rest
Now one more time
Faces clenched
Health
Sweat
Glow

Keep trying!

When a task is difficult to achieve
It makes me want it more
To think it through
To mark a path
To make a goal
To succeed
More than one try
It's more than okay
Just keep trying
Don't give up

Grow

Do not just conquer life
Enjoy it
Feel each moment individually
Hear
See
Smell
Touch
Each day brings NEW thoughts
Each new thought
Brings wisdom
Grow
Nothing is infinite
Constant change brings current
Current to move
To grow

Listen

I know I shouldn't obssess
On things Said
On things Done
On what could be
On what won't happen
I can't help it though
It's who I am
It's how I think
It's how I dream
Better to know
Me
Now
Than later find..
People hide
Behind their Lies
There omissions
People hide there past
But all things eventually surface
So why not put it out ther first?
I don't nag
I don't bitch
Let you be
Who you want
Let me be who I want
If it is a friendship
It won't matter anyway
That comes first in my book
When someone shows you who they really are
Listen
Take the time to ask
But that is just me
Something I would never expect
Anyone else to be
I find inspiration In kindness
See you listen
Take it all in
That is how we learn
Mirrors don't exist
That look into souls
We have to learn
Listen
Pay attention
Don't pre judge
Sometimes
Things aren't what they seem
Things can change
Day by day
We absorb
Something New
Until it becomes chemically a part of you
This makes LOVE
Sometimes hard to find
Because no one wants to take the time

---No lies---------

Days merge
Things change
Don't leave it to chance
Close doors
Do what's right
Where is your dignity
Where is the fight
You just lie down
You don't mean a thing
Your soul is filled
With Lies and sorrow
I feel so bad for you
You can't even own your thoughts
Wimpy and pathetic
Is how I see you
Everything about what you want
What's aesthetic
Not substantial
No choices made
Just drifting along
How sad
You will never see
What honesty and truth
Does to make your soul glow
Inside
What being upright
What having courage
Dignity
Honor
Respect
Kindness
These things make us whole
You get what you give
You put it out and it comes back to you
Sometimes it's easier to lie
you say
But to who
Only to yourself
Because in the end that is all you have
A jaded twisted view
Only caring about right now
And what the present moment
How it will fulfill you
How empty
Fill yourself with love
Tell the truth
Do what is right

Negativities

Negative energy feels like shit
Pressure in your body
Pressure in your brain
Stay away from EVIL
That contaminates
Happiness
Brings down your soul
Brings down your Brain
Sucks your thoughts
In the direction
Of Frusturations
Can't rely
On Someone
Anyone
Who's only Intentions
In Selfishness Lie
Blood sucking Vampires
Not Blood But Joy
Once they come
Only thoughts will Free
Of positive things
But leave a residue
Being down
Never fun
Stay away from Negative Energies