Since

Since I have quit smoking I have still wanted to smoke. Since I stopped eating so much I have lost some weight. Since I have quit being Negative I have become more postive. Since I have quit obsessing I have had more brain time.Since I have been meditating I have been calmer. Since I have quit analyzing I have become less analytical. Where has this gotten me? At the dead end of a road..where is there to go when you quit curving. When your life becomes a straight line? When you do all the things that you set out to do? I have to go make a mess. I don't know what yet, but I will. Hahaha.