Blessing

I used to think that life was what was right in front of your face, that you had to accept what you had and make the best of it. I now know that life is a series of choices, everyday, we make choices that either enrich our life or hinder it in some way, emotionally or physically. It is up to ME each and every one of us to choose the right path, the right door. Some stuff is out of our hands, things happen that we cannot control, but for the most part, we do have control over our own enviornment, our own happiness, our own destiny.
Not fearing change was a huge obstacle that I had to overcome. Fearing a new location, fearing being alone. I was afraid to drive, afraid that I would get lost. Feared accidents, feared others anger. I know, now that being lost is part of life, being lost leads to new roads, roads I wouldn't have otherwise explored. Metaphorically and Physically.
I had to learn, had to make decisions that would take me off this path. You choose to be happy or you choose to be miserable. A friend told me the other day that she was "surprised" that I had recovered my life and my happiness so quickly. The truth of the matter is, was, that I chose to be happy, I chose not to wallow in depression and shock, because I value the time that I have on this earth and do not want to waste one minute of it.
I surrounded myself with postitive, smart, intuitive people,who were able to look me in the face and tell me that they loved me. Who were able to give me awesome advice, to help me on this path, and for my friends and family I couln't be more grateful, could not love them more. In turn, I attracted someone who values friendship and family as much as I do.
So when I question time, I stop, and I say to myself,"you choose not to waste time being unhappy, and there fore things that are good and rational and wonderful are not going to take there time with you"
I truly do believe that what you put into your body, and who you let into your life is going to have a huge impact on the outcome of your life, and instead of being unhappy with what you don't have, rejoicing in what you do, each and every day will deliver exactly what you want.