Poker Face

You see me thru eyes, that you wish knew
What to love is
What your choices are, well that is clear
You are a hollow as a vase, yes , and as fragile
I know, we All know, ILL
Not ready still, to face the world
But if not now then when will you?
If you could see what I see
Through  eyes that have seen the raw
Bleeding core of self, stand alone and face herself
Well, when you see yourself, is when you will see
Real
When you STAND on your two feet
When you STAND on your two feet and LIE
and Speculate, call it TRUTH
But we all know, it's not
Reputation is solid, words you throw
Hollow and transparent as your SELF
Stand Sick and Lie
Dismiss that thought, like every other you have ever had
Transparent, empty, and without Regret you stand
But Life doesn't lie, and Neither do I
A morality, I uphold for myself
For myself I hold alone, for my actions
Myself is enough to keep the truth in me
For I hold myself Up high
I have worked too hard, to let anything take that away from me
It is light, but it holds my feet to the ground
Rooted as a tree, I stand
I hold MY ground
All that I hold steady, is within me
All that I love I hold, in my embrace
My warm love all my loves need to keep them safe
Safe from harm, our truth sets us free from you
Silently I laugh inside my head, of all you think you hold
When inside it's empty, and all you hold is in front of you
That should be enough, but it's not
Because you are all filled up with lies, and with distaste
Cheats, and lies and names
A house of cards that will crumble under the truth
Your poker face is blank, but let it up
Whats real is here, here in front of you
And all you have should be enough, but you keep filling up
Keep filling up with lies, with drama, with the hate you stir
Your reputation is what it is, you can't change that
Actions don't lie, so fold B
What you have is right in front of your face
Repeat
Repeat
Repeat it doesn't matter what anyone says
Your brain and logic closed for business long ago
In front of the TV you sit, you rot
You couldn't keep your legs shut then, so go find a another bank
I call that a gold digger, always have and my opinion formed long ago
Of people who do it, and who do what you do
That is your reputation I have heard
AND ISN' WHAT WE "HEAR" THE TRUTH
Acording to you is it, according to the file
With your names, and your redundant crazy repution preceding you
Laughing Laughing Laughing so Hard, my face hurts
Among other good things out of the mouth of your offspring
Innocent laughter rings from them, not fear
How dare you take a relationship that God had put in place beween man and sons
Turn it into something UGLY, inside of you this all springs, and UGLINESS lives there
 I always tell only things of LOVE when it comes to you and THEM
Not even that respect you grant when you turn them and use them, against there father
SHAME ON YOU!!!!!!
A refreshing thing, for everyone
Who CHOOSE to love them, without any strings
There are many who do, for it is them and only them
Who make them who they are
You are a part of this
And
For the reason for the relationship you have
With my man bear, For I love him
Beyond what any comprehension you will ever have
Based on your reputation and what you did to him
In the past, present NOW
This reputation speaks and when you left you did
Now that is a fact
But you forgot to bring that up in your filing?
Didn't you?
When you lie, and try to pass it off as concern it worries me
Sociopaths do that very same thing, do you know what " concern" means
Do you know what you are even saying when you speak
All I hear is idiocracy
Blahhh Blahh Blahhh
MEE MEE MEE
The same way, I see it
As a  three year old, or an adolescent throwing herself  a pity party
Your own chemicals need to be examined as I see it, for there is,
According to your LIFE, IMBALANCE
This is fact
What shall we do, as we watch your house of cards come crashing down
I have cried already, I have screamed, I have laughed
It's almost silly, except the law is not
When you open up Pandora's box, you better be ready for what is coming OUT
You better hold down your fort
I am a storm of words,  logic, reason and fact
All the things the law will uphold in fact
700 is the number, and you are willing to bet all that you've got
But the way I  see it, it's  zero next to your name
Not mine, and only you can change it
(That's self worth, not MONEY, i'm sure you missed that)
Except the only thing that matters, it isn't MONEY
it isn't a Poker game, it's life
We will not hold back, just so you know
Here comes a storm, hold down your fort
Hold onto what REALLY MATTERS
What you have already GOT