Really

I'm bored and I have a lot on my mind lately.
I feel like I have all the answers. But nobody has the answers for me. Answers for my lifes questions and conundrums. Everyone is always too buisy, and I am always too buisy with everyone elses problems too address my own feelings about things that are bugging me. 99.9% of the time this works to my advantage in that my own minor problems end up being just that, minor and they just go away if I don't turn them into issues.
The least I can do for myself right now is address the minor issues by writing them down.
I don't really know how minor they really are, and if I write them down they will cease to be minor and I will have to confront them...dammit.
I want more time for myself outside of the house doing something that will enrich me. The only problem with this is then my house falls apart(thanks mom) and there fore I feel like I need to be on top of things 100 percent of the time which isn't fair. For example. Not to bitch but yes, to bitch. I am sick for a few days and the dishwasher can't get emptied. UM. Hello Geoffrey. I need to have a talk with him about this but first I need to find out what I want to do for some sort of extra curricular type enriching experience. I am such a homebody and a loner.
Second. I have to stop giving all my time to Cheyanne unless she wants to go do something other than just hanging out at her house talking. It is non-productive. I am broke, is not an exuse that is going to fly because you have plenty of money to do plenty of other stuff. That's all.