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Sometimes my head runs away
Too many questions?
I ask myself
Too many ways to be
Who am I?
What's my definition
Look me up
You can't find shit
What's inside
Not yet defined
Mabey when
I'm OLD and Gray
Probably won't make it that far
A bleak thought
A gray day
Close your eyes
Turn off the lights
Keep on dreaming
Keep what you want in sight
What is that
Questioning?
Asking myself
What others have???
Or what I already have????
Something beautiful
Can't that be enough?
Can't I just be happy?
Can't I say enough?
STOP
Ask too many
Put them in a box
They won't fit
Overflow
Keep on tipping
Keep up the flow
Everything should happen
Just as I wish
But would I be happy then?
Or would I keep saying this?
Just be nice
Don't hold back
Let it all out
Try
Just Try
Relax
The little things
Why aren't they enough?
What ever is?
This empty dish
Change keeps coming
We are all unaware
Stop trying
To guess
Just be aware
Keep my head held high
I know there is digninty
Grace
Strength
Undeneath this insanity
One day I will find
Will really know