KNOT

Feelings growing strength
Fear grows
Push it away
Old
Feelings
Of
Not good enough
SO many years
Of it
Never realized what I was doing to myself
Allowing someone to make me feel
Like I wasen't quiet good enough
What does that mean
Not good enough
For love
For WHAT
I hate what people do to each other
I vow to be UNDERSTANDING
I vow to be PATIENT
I vow to be OPEN MINDED
TRUE
To myself
What I know is Right
In love
HONEST
Sometimes I find myself NOT being these things
Snap judgements
Jealousy
Lack of understanding
Can understand
Because you want me to
Where did you come from
Just right for me
Just right for you
Where did you come from
I love the way you look at me
Hold me tight
Answer my questions Honestly
You value friendships
Just like I do
Like to laugh
At all the same stuff
Same foods we like
Holding hands
Little things
Mean the most
I can feel us growing
Inside my heart
Warm and steady
Right timing
For everything
I find myself wanting to be near you
When i'm not
When were away
My thoughts of you are not
Other things will come up
The past
Creeps
That's what it does
But we blend it
With what we have
So much to know about you
So much to do
Always want to be knotted up with you