Asymmetry

To sit
To wait
To think
Contemplate
I like to wait
To say
What I mean
What you say
When you pray
Do you edit?
Who knows
SO many ways
For this to go
TO jump from thought
TO thought so quick
Like a frog
Who sits
Who waits
Ribbits
Asymmetry
Can't wait to figure
To find
What it means
Equation
BETTER/WORSE
I think not
It is what you make it
Each day
Second
Each hour
That passes
We choose
Wait
Have thought
OR not
Brambles
Of branches
Of torn splinters
Masses
Of tumbleweeds
Each Root
Vein on a leaf
A pattern emerging
A drip
Each spatters off
I listen inside
I wait
Thinking
Way underneath
The flesh
The bone
The heart
Your throne
Only I know
What it really means
These thoughts
This soul
I think I believe
The soil
we till
each day
we dare to live
to love
to take the chance
say YES
I did
Where it's all buried
I want to unearth
I want to churn up
I want to smell
Wet earth
Go back under
I say to myself
I say to myself
The past matters nothing
Holds no weight
Only cobwebs
Ghosts
Dust
Days
Dusty blazed trails
Yes.

A time when sweet love
Turns to dust
Of youth
On a road
A kiss
The sun going down
Behind the mountain
This vault
Holds time
Holds scent
Holds emotions strong enough to remember
How do we let it all go
Time
Takes
Time heals all wounds
Yes.
But leaves the way the day looks
Tastes
Sounds
For all of you
All for you

You've got me feeling Emotion

You give so much
Ask so little....
So much space
Inside my mind
Thoughts
To find
So many things
Swirl around
Touch one here
Tap one there
Here I am
WHO AM I
WHO ARE YOU
Curiosity
Everyone
DON'T JUST SIT THERE
Over there
You stay INSIDE
What you know
What you will find
Perception
It helps
IN your OWN MIND
No where else?
Only there?
Pretty much
But you don't care
Must be nice
(Remove the hate)
Look
Around
Outside
Sometime
There is life
They are humans
They want
They Need
They feel
Fuck
They even bleed
Take a second
A second look
Not inside
Not in your mind
Can't face that demon
No not yet
Takes courage
UGH
to look
I know
Down that road
I walked
I ran
Left that place behind
Why do you hide?
So much hate
I know
I feel
IT happens
For real!
Emotion
WHAT
Yes
What we all feel
Can't imagine
Living
Inside my mind
What step outside
Fuck you
See how bright the sun shines
Take a look up in the sky
The clouds are blue
Stretch out
Relax
Endorphins help
A joke
Sometimes
Not your own
Turn
Hear
Really Listen
NOT THE SAME
Think about it
What I have to say is simple
Just listen
Slow down
Don't think
Not Contrived
Honest
Blink
Make a place
Find a way
I love you
Human Being
Please don't wait
Make one goal
Set a pace
You will be happy
Not complacent
Still so young
So much ahead
So many
Thoughts
INSIDE MY HEAD

BLACK

LIKE A ROCK
AT THE PIT
OF MY STOMACH
YOU SIT
WAITING TO MOVE
WAITING TO SHIT
NOT GOING
ANYWHERE
WAITING
THERE
A PEPPLE
A STONE
A FLY
GOOD
NOR BAD
NOT SURE
NOT SURE
YOU WAIT
I FEEL YOU INSIDE OF ME
BUT BARELY A SPEC
I CAN MAKE YOU DISAPPEAR
smaller and smaller
until you aren't even
there
here...
OR FEED THAT DEMON
THAT RAVENOUS BLACK
THAT DEEP WELL OF SADNESS
THAT DEEP PIT OF DARK
EMPTY
INSIDE
THE OUTER
SHELL
BLACK
ONLY YOURSELF
THIS PURPOSE SERVES
ONLY YOU REALLY KNOW
IS THAT HOW YOU FEEL
LIKE MAYBE
SOMETHING
MIGHT
BE THERE?
LET IS SHOW
SHY/UNSURE
NOT SURE
HOW TO
BE
YOU
WHEN YOU RETURN TO YOUR SOUL
NOT SO BAD
I SAW A GLIMPSE
SOMETHING GRAY
SOMETHING LAUGHED
SOMETHING CRIED
SOMETHING SOBBED
FROM DEEP
DEEP
INSIDE
I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE
STILL THE SAME
STILL
EMBRACE
YOU

AUTONOMOUS

LOOP YOUR BRAIN
AROUND
THIS
THE FEELINGS I FEEL
THAT YOU ARE NOT THE SAME WITH ME
AS WITH SOMEONE ELSE
A DIFFERENT PERSON MIGHT BE THERE
I WANT TO KNOW
I REALLY CARE
DON'T HIDE
NOT PROUD
TOO MUCH
WONDER
ALREADY THERE
KEEP COMING HOT
WHATS GOING ON
THE WAY YOU TOUCH
THE WAY YOU ARE
MAKES ME WANT TO FIGHT
FOR WHAT
WE
BOTH KNOW
IS THERE
SO TAKE YOUR TIME
I HAVE NOTHING BUT
NO HURRIED INTENTIONS
NO BAGGAGE
NO BULLSHIT
I JUST WANT TO LOVE
BE LOVED IN RETURN
THE GRASS IS GREENER
OVER HI-YAR
NOT GOING ANYWHERE
SO THINK
THINK
THINK
WHAT TO DO
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING
BUT LOVE AND RESPECT
THAT IS ALL IT TAKES
THAT IS WHAT WE BEGET

Thoughts and Lately

The demons I face chase me
Everyday
I face the sun
New day
The courage it takes
To make life shine
Take little
Give so much
Easy it would be
Take to the trees
Myself
I find
In silence
It's key
In taking in each breath
Each challenge
I face
I drag through the swamp
Decisions weigh
Heavy on my mind
Just let things be
Angry winds push thoughts
Thoughts of negativity
Towards me
Master of rejection
Delusion
Or Illusion
Courage Doesn't run
Faces each bend
Each branch
Each vine
Pushed deep into the earth
Deep into evil
Read this recently
Processing thoughts
Lately
All I seem to want to see
The words in front of me

Only the lies of our neighbors
Only what we choose to believe
The thoughts of others
The advice of some
My mother
Friend
Lover
Dreams
Wake up each day
New
Cold
What do we take with us
Ourselves
Thats it
Love yourself
Self worth
Aloft
Only than
Can we really see
From up above
Looking down at yourself
What
I
really
Means
Thanks Nietzche

TIME

EVERYDAY
SHAPE
IT TAKES
WHATEVER THAT MAY BE
TIME MAKES IT
TAKE IT'S OWN TIME
HA
MADE A LAUGH
REST YOUR SOUL AT NIGHT
IF YOU TAKE THE TIME TO BE
LOOSE
EASE THE PRESSURE INSIDE OUT
PRESSURE FROM LIFE OUTSIDE PENETRATING THE INSIDE MIND
FROM DAY
LIFE
FEELS GOOD AND STUFF
WINK*
TO HOT
RELAXING IT'S REAL
JUST BREATH
ONLY SO MUCH IN YOUR TIME
IN YOUR TIME
ROUND
AGAIN
AGAIN
AGAIN
SNAP
HERES REALITY
AGAIN
KEEP MY ATTENTION
SNAP
DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN
SHALL WE GO AGAIN
AROUND AGAIN
SWIRLING FASTER
FASTER
THEN SLOWER
NO CONTROL
OF WHICH YOU KNOW
SO NO
IT'S NOT YOURS TO OWN
WHY IS A CLOCKS FACE ROUND?
WHY DOES TIME SPIN AROUND
AROUND
AROUND
NEVER STOPPING
THAT'S ME
THAT'S MY LOVE
ENERGY BREATH
LOVE FOR ALL
NOT JUST ONESELF
THAT'S MY TIME AND HOW I CHOOSE TO HAVE IT
UNIVERSAL
REALLY
FOR ALL
FOR YOU FOR ME FOR EVERY OBJECT THAT FLOATS IN SPACE THIS PLANT THIS PLACE THIS HOUSE THIS CAR A TREE A FLOWER EACH TIME IT KEEPS ON SPINNING SPINNING SPINNING SPINNING SPINNING SPINNING
SPINNING
TAKING PLACE

TIGHT

Threads woven
Slowly tight
Friendship grows
Takes nothing
But time
Always
Hiding Nothing
Takes time
To grow Trust
Older threads
Fray
Let them stay
MAKE YOU
Circle
Never complete
Around it goes
Again Again
Each Rotation
The Moon makes
Spinning in it's own Time
Your life
Your friends
Bend and Flex
That's how you give and take
Life's pulse
Keeps beating
In time
With your blood
Your soul
You love
You Hate
Don't despise
Just dislike
Destiny and Fate
Universe
Above
Gives